this night.

hello sugarpies (:

aihh nice to have a time for a post, i don't update everyday but i try to post whenever i have a time.

anywayss.

deep down, i realize that i can't always have everything that i want. i always remind myself to dream less, because i am sooo afraid if i expect too high, i will fall and never get up. but sometimes as a imperfect one, i forget to remind myself, then i fall and it hurts. it seriously hurts so bad. which comes to a conclusion that to be happy means to have the lowest expectation. dreaming too much will drop you to the deepest hole and if you're lucky enough, there would be someone who bring you up, help you to learn getting along with the pain. if not, you stay with the scars..forever. or maybe you pretend to be alright, then you fall again and that time you really have no strength to get up. some wounds never heal, they just stop bleeding.

and for those whom i love (: i beg you..please forgive my bad (: sorry for being me and thank you for entering my life and giving me thousands reasons to keep being better. you all touch my life in special way. i love you (:

show you our conversation with my sayang. si GAPTEK dari Bekasi. wakakakakaka ;;pp









O.K Great! IMU TOO MUCH, SAYANG!! huh :(